1. My number one fear for sure is losing a child, either through death, illness, kidnapping, injury, whatever. I don't know what I would do without any of them. Sometimes I see parents who are all free with their kiddos, letting them do whatever and wander and barely seem like they know where they are, and I am jealous because I wish I could be like that, but I am always stressing that I know where they are, holding their hands tight. I might be just a tad overprotective. I just love them all so much. I'm not sure how this became a fear, probably out of necessity, we live in a scary society, with all sorts of crazies, and kids have like zero self preservation skills.
2. My second fear is going crazy/losing my mind. I am not sure what brought on this fear, or where it is founded, but I don't like the idea of losing control of my most important feature that makes me who I am.
3. My third fear is fear of failing. I hate not winning. I hate not being right. I think this fear came from seeing the results of failed marriage, and other failures and I just don't want to be like that. It is hard sometimes because sometimes I find this fear leads me to make choices that might seem out of character. Perhaps we all fear this though so maybe I am just completely normal on this one. *smiles* Hope so!
Anyway, thanks for visiting for a glimpse into my messed up mind/the private personal me. Haha!